i nv knew the word dendrobium could strike me so hard,

when it was mentioned in chemistry class tday.

Almost immediately i thought about dendrobium peixin joy. The hybrid orchid flower that belongs to our primary school. 

 

Had a little memory rush today, when all the memory pictures came back at one go. The eco pond, the lab, the mango tree we used to climb, the monkey bar, the field with a big bare patch, the canteen with long colourful benches and the big big “towards excellence” in the small hall.

peixin was not the name most people have heard of, but it will live forever.

She may not have the best facilities, but she’s got the best teachers, my best friends and my best memories.

She may just be an ordinary neighbourhood pri school, but there has to be smth special about her that makes all of us want to go back.

go back to revisit the place that gave us joy, make us tear, gave us the grateful heart.

 

on the last few days I’ve looked around the class, trying hard to capture the scene, coz someday i will miss it.

 

and true enough. i miss it like crazy.

missed the gray floor, missed the metal window panes, missed the laughter.

 

i feel like i want to run back to my sch. but the sch i went to is not there anymore.

 

sometimes changes are not what we will like, but we have to live with it. But our memories will not change. I won’t live in the past, but i won’t forget where i came from.

 

oh yes. proudly to say: i was a peixinian.

i was lost for words coz my brain went completely blank.

and then the answers came to me one by one only after everything is over.

leaving one unanswered. but i guess someday i will figure out myself.

it’s tough :(

nobody said it’s gonna be easy.

experience is more valuable.

i’ve learnt, and consolidated.

 

self recovery and smile will be all I need.

the next will be a better one :D

sometimes things can be easily planned, but they don’t always go as well as the way you intended it to be.

obstacles, difficulties?

no worries we’ll just leap over them :)

 

and behind us is the vast beautiful sky we’ve nv noticed :D

the tune haunted me for at least an hour, with its notes mocking and replaying a hundred million times in every part of my brain.

why is memory suddenly so good when it collapse at the most crucial time?

i cant recall, and i don’t want to recall.

it’s over,

so smile now.

it will do you more good.

HEH I FINISHED DN ANGEL :DD

and i m not feeling guilty that i din finish my hw.

haha

anw ysd physics proj was real fun, i think my hse shld b vry happy to have 5 ppo coming to cheer the hse up :D

at least we finished the carcar

now i m like in school –.- trying to do LA but apparently i side-tracked and start to write this post.

heh i m so goin to concentrate now :X

 

i wish i can go here someday :D with my dearest bunch of friends :D

den we can shout and jump and splash water everywhere, and probably build a super tall sand mr. snowman hehe

 

back to reality,

if only holidays can be like that X_X

without the tall snowman made of homework and projects

haha

 

nvm, one day holiday will be like that :D

头痛的事情 are endless.

got a super bad sorethroat now and totally din noe how i survived ysd :D

well one is down, and now i have to mad chiong all the hw T_T

 

ANW THANKU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO WENT TO WATCH THE CONCERT AND OSO THOSE THAT GAVE ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT :D :D :D :D :D