sry for the blabbering for the last post. i m okay liao :D

I have to thank celeste for making my day tday, once again :D

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.

and oso thank loads for all the ppl who wished my leg to recover soon/help me/gave words of concern :D:D:D

leg ar, must faster recover kay :D den can jump and cheer for ur friends on thurs hehe

Its my fault. i wont find anymore excuses. seems like every time i ve been making the same mistakes and just cant remember to correct. perhaps i din even had the heart to correct it, or i just don’t have determination at all.

kaiwen, what’s wrong wif you? you have come this far, dun tell me u cant even endure this tiny insignificant obstacle. stop having self-pity and wake up. sink or fly, your own choice, no one can give you help.

only me can help myself. you are right about what you said to me, but soon i m going to prove you wrong.

thanks to it again which killed me and den saved my life.

ironic.

 

kay its over, now learn to smile. since the sun has came out.

enjoy the light for the rest of the day/

 

puuuuu~

ysd interclass was like woah. the guys did a great job bt however lost by a teeny weeny bit. its okay, we will be back nxt year :D as for the girls, goood job for winning :D

First match is with 3B. and i think they showed great team spirit. NICE GOAL XIAMEI :D

as i was resting at the side with my class cheering for the team playing. i felt this overwhelming sense of belonging. the word is united. yes, united as one. the prayer for the ball to go in in the last mins of the game din let us down. and we won by one goal. 3G played really well and it was quite a tough match. The most important thing is all had fun and exercising towards a healthy lifestyle HAHA :D

had a nice long chat with mum tday. she told me that our brain has a special filter that is controlled by ourselves. everyday, we receive thousands of signals from our surroundings. but when we are sad, we often chose to filter out the happy things. however, we could have chosen to filter out the sad things instead, and keep the happy things. i thought for very long, and it seems that all the events have been linked. later i read a story in a magazine about a girl who was born in a low class family. She grew up in the glares of others, discrimination of her classmates and the harsh treatment by her own relatives. However, when a reporter asks her how she feels about her childhood, she replied:"Although all my life I have been looked down by others, i did not forget every single kind things others have done to me. For example, the classmate who always pulled my hair once left two sweets in my pocket. My uncle who always beat me when he was drunk once bought me a dress. And as for my grandpa who hated me secretly told my mother to support me to go university no matter what. I accepted life, and lived in happiness with the memories of these.”

Indeed, she is. But think this way, if she had lived her life in inferiority and self pity, what could she have become?

People aren’t perfect, or hundred percent bad. but we can choose to forgive their mistakes, and keep the good things that they have done for us in our memories. Even for enemies. The filter is under our control. As for ourselves, we too has done wrong many times. the most important thing is to realise the mistake, and know how to not repeat that again.

thanks mum for letting me realise this fact.

puuuuu~

tday was great. aftnoon went to train for interclass, and the game went super hilarious haha. juz realised nxt wk gt alot alot alot of things. x_X JIAYOUS PPL!

some random poem that i suddenly tot of.

 

In the face of reality,

blurred images covered the place

black, white or grey.

In the face of reality,

twisted pictures flooded the eye

jump, run or fly.

In the face of reality,

distorted visions filled the mind

happy, mean or kind.

 

A whirlpool of imaginations.

sunday went to buy reeds with ZD. AWW SO LONG NO SEE, we gt so manyyy things to tok about. i think we were really lucky that BW was opened haha.

after buying reeds we went subway and had a nice tea break, and a nice long chat. i think she is super hardworking in practicing, so i shall learn from her :D

*the world is really really really small. and amazing.

we are always connected somehow HAHAHA :D tats wad they call 有缘.

lallalalalla~

i think this is a very very very lag post. but i still hav to post it so its in my memory haha.

went cs concert wif celeste and eileen last sat. the sch performance arts theatre rocked! bt still can improve HAHA. the lights juz off like black out like that. i seriously think the lights of the arts center and LT are MIXED UP coz LT lights can fade to dark one. den we were like constantly getting heart attacks by the sudden on and off of the lights hahaha.

ANW I REALLY LIKED DE CS CONCERT hehehe. xinxin was the emcee and she look super cute on stage.

the opera was like wow. i cant imagine students doin chinese opera haha. the “father” was super pro. Mulan oso. I SAW BELL PLAYING DA LUO :D:D

den for the skits i laugh until nearly bao :D

the dances were like marvelous, especially wif the lighting and constumes. hehe. QIU RUI AND LUO RONG WERENT HARD TO SPOT :D nice danceee  :D:D

the skit was super ganren, starring SHENGYA :D i think the bg music and scenes were nice too :D

 

thanku celeste and eileen for saving my day. :D

YESTERDAY aft sch, I WENT TO PLAY TABLE TENNIS WIF XINXIN :D i think becoz of table of glory, now gt this “乒乓热” haha.

den played 双打 wif wye inn, zi yang and justin sim. i team wif justin den we everytime miss the ball coz dunno who is going to hit den in the end both of us nv hit. haha tat brings back memories of last year volleyball :D

art club was as usual, but i only went high at the second half of the aftnoon COZ JIAZHEN, KELLIE, XIAMEI NV GO.  T___T so i gt no one to disturb/bully/making “inspirational” comments :(  HAHAHAHAH.

but nvm, still gt ahwen (wenyi) and weiwei (ming wei) and wanying there :D:D i made three small glass pieces namely : heart, moon and star. the moon took me like almost one hour coz nid to grind away alot alot alot alot of glass that cant be cut. grind halfway i tot my ear is goin to burst, so i went to stuff two tissue paper into my ears so i dun become half of beethoven. (i think i look super retarded bt nvm, ear more important heehee) aft putting the DIY ear muff i was super shuang, so i push the glass until very hard, and den the grinder was like spinning like mad, throwing water and glass powder on my hand. cool de :D

aft finishing the moon my whole hand became numb. nvm, it was juz a finger muscle training session :D den i went back to table and found that ahwen they all did some really nice pieces with smiling faces on them :D:D

lallalla i m so looking forward to cs concert tday :D :D

puuuuuuuu~

T___T I DUN WAN THE HUNAN TRIP TO BE CANCELLED. NOOOOOOOOO!

anw tday was quite a nice day, except that the smart me forgt to bring the rickshaw compre thing so i gt 0% possibility of getting additional marks.

crap la, tmr gt physics test. TESTS NV END. so we shld get use to it by now. i feel very accomplished being able to chiong finish my LA notes ysd coz tday I FINALLY CAN COPY MY NOTES IN MY OFFICIAL NOTEBOOK AND NOT SOME foolscap paper =.=

9.30pm liao, but the light outside my house make the corridor super bright, like gt sun rise like tat. WASTE ENERGY LEH. oh shucks toking about energy, i juz realised that i still nid to print out flyer for the cip trip for teaching the residents HOW TO SAVE ELECTRICITY AND ENERGY.

mann how come this week seems to be very slack, but actually still gt alot of things haven do.

i shall love this coming sunday aftnoon. YAY ZHANGDI, WE ARE GOING TO BUY REEDS TGT :D :D :D

 

“before you discriminate others, think about possibilities. possibilities that it’s not what you thought it is”

 

i <3 the word PUUUUUUUUU~

yesterday really really rocked :D

morning the moment i woke up, mum told me gt this harvey norman sale at expo and there is a laptop that is only 499 bucks, but only for the first 15 customers. SO the next moment we chionged to expo and luckily we gt it! :D:D using the new lappy now hehe :]

den went to metro and bought a new school bag coz my mum is sick of picking up bits of broken cloth in my room. (my old bag is tearing) haha.

TODAY ROCKED EVEN MORE. morning went for snyo sports day. although alot of ppl i dunno but i made new friends yea :D we played captains ball, soccer, frisbee (that was constantly disturbed by the wind) and TOUCH RUGBY (which went really really confusing but still fun la haha :D) i think i gt more tanned, and gt more fats burned up hahaaha :D

xiu yi had to go off first so i had a lovely lunch wif pamela. bleh i think i forgt some ppl’s names le but nvm, nxt prac i can ask again haha

currently dun feel like doin chinese x_X

lalalla~